It’ll take some time for the peace and comfort to become stability. I think it’s OK to lean on it for a while and enjoy its comfort. Even if it may feel like a plateau sometimes, that is fine: that stability is the very thing that will let your innate curiosity overcome the fears accumulated along the time and drive you towards exploration. The exploration in turn, will help you find what makes you happy.
Happiness doesn’t have to be The One Thing™. Many small happy moments make for a happy day. Many small happy days make for a happy month. Many small happy months…
Those small happy moments generate inspiration, rise you a just a bit higher, and which gives more and more clarity about the next place you want to go.
Enjoy.